Lili Marleen

Suddenly İstanbul Municipal Radio

starts playing Lili Marleen.

Tears in my eyes.

I flunked the entrance exam of the German High school;

Leyla, my steady girlfriend since the first grade,

my eternal love, got in.

Our roads, I know, will separate.

What a beautiful language, says my mother

making my melancholy worse.

Don’t let the girls see you crying,

advises my younger older-brother,

they’ll never go out with you again.

This was the song of the Nazi brutes,

declares my older older-brother authoritatively

as if this historical fact would repair my broken heart